Illusion

"You have to let it all go ... Fear , Doubt , Disbelief". The words of the great Morpheus resound in my ears ...
Am i ready to take that plunge. Letting go of a paycheck, that is my plunge. Should i take the plunge ? or just linger ...and pretend to be happy at what i'm doing. I have spent 24 yrs of life trying to figure out something. .... what i saw from the other end , turned out to be an illusion... now i have braved to start again . Stop all momentum , acknowlege all mistakes, .... i'm looking for a fresh clean slate ? ... Where is it? and will i know it when i see it ? But the biggest question is ....will it be another Illusion.