Hotel...

Every now and then, while i thanklessly enjoy all of life's pleasures. When i'm taking things for granted, things which not many can dream of in a lifetime , i get a jolt. I'm jump started into thinking ... something that my cold and stale brain isn't used to . My life is pushed against a point of reference , against which the purpose of my existence pales out .
I saw 'hotel rwanda' and i stood shaken . I was obviously moved, put my life in perspective and exposed me to myself.

Joblessness

Joblessness is like weightlessness ..at first it feels awkward, but u soon learn to stay afloat!

- Sairam Rajagopal (Circa 2005) .

I dont know whether i'm floating or sinking in an abyss whose depth i cannot fathom.. whose gravitational pull is oh-so-gentle that i hardly feel the pulling in every sinew in my stomach ? Oh no ..wait .. i can feel that sinking sensation in my stomach ...

Why ? Why ? did i give up a job ..to find another one ! In my quest for my real destiny ..have i strayed too far. Not so long ago , i was brave ... i decided to undo my past mistakes and stay away from the trodden path ... but while i was thumping my chest with bravado, i seemto have left the mind's door open. Doubt, my nemesis sneaked through the door. He tells me, O fool,... in trying to find some cheese , are you saying no to my bread .

my laziness

I'm too lazy to write ...in fact i dont even feel like thinking ... i'm over exerting my fingers ..i shd...